It's amazing how often I think of this new dad situation. (Catch-up here ). Despite his sorrow at losing his wife, and dealing with the weakening of his heart, he has a lot of power. His current situation has brought out in him so much anger. I get it. It's just, I don't respond well to someone who is so angry. I try not to take it personally. I know when he yells he isn't yelling at me, but I happen to be in the room, and he happens to look at me occasionally, so how ever much I don't want to feel his power, I do. So, I just take it all in, reassuring myself that it isn't me he's mad at, it's Life. But the thing is I would like to yell too, and not at Life, but at him! But I won't. I'll just sit on the couch, and revert back to being 9 yrs. old. Confused. Looking to my sister to try and understand what's going on, and wanting to run to my bedroom and play Barbies. He is feeling better, that's a blessing. Here'