I don't need to lead a BIG life. I don't ask for the newest car, or latest fashion. I don't wear much jewelry and it's very rare that I get my nails done. It isn't that I don't like those things, I would enjoy all of that very much, it's just not what I'm about.
All I ask is for the good health of my family, my car and appliances to work when I need them to and, hopefully, find some peace - or release of anxiety - in my mind. When circumstances seem to go in a positive direction I hold back on what should be happiness and wait for it to all crumble back to the way it was before.
I know you can't count on anything to stay the same. Change is the only constant. I know that. I just wish I could let go of the negative, nagging voice and be "happy". I'll keep workin' on it! :->
All I ask is for the good health of my family, my car and appliances to work when I need them to and, hopefully, find some peace - or release of anxiety - in my mind. When circumstances seem to go in a positive direction I hold back on what should be happiness and wait for it to all crumble back to the way it was before.
I know you can't count on anything to stay the same. Change is the only constant. I know that. I just wish I could let go of the negative, nagging voice and be "happy". I'll keep workin' on it! :->