Today I'm hosting a 50th birthday party for my husband.
It's not unusual for us to entertain, we do at least three times a year, but the fact that this is, what I feel, is an important marker in a lifetime, I am stressed about this party!
We have a tiny house, so when the weather is clear - and even better, sunny! - we almost double our space by being able to hang out side. But the weather has been cold and rainy the past week and I'm trying to figure out how people are going to fit into our tiny house. (Images of a Clown Car are loud and clear.)
I need to calm down. Our guests are our family and friends.
It's just that I want things to go well. I want it to be nice. I want it to go smoothly. I want, I want. Well, really, I just want Rob to have a really good time.